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First, I want to thank my sister because this website would not be possible without her help. She is the one that makes everything go, and she is the one that processes the articles I write for the site. So a thank you is in order.
I have been locked up 30 YEARS---since I was a 17 year old kid in high school. Texas is the most backwards, archaic state in the country when it comes to "criminal justice" (it is really the "justice" of the criminals that want to lock everybody up---they are the real criminals), and I was arrested, charged, and subsequently convicted of Capital Murder under what is called the Law of Parties here in Texas. The state convicted three kids for one victim. It is insanity. I was arrested and charged because I gave two kids a ride home--BEFORE THE CRIME WAS COMMITTED---that decided to go back to the place where a man ended up dead. The state's witness (of course they gave him a deal), the one I believe done it, took the stand and said that I dropped him off and left him...AT THE VERY SPOT WHERE THE MAN WAS KILLED. My trial lawyer was so incompetent and imbecilic that he did not even raise the point that the state's witness was saying that I dropped him off and left him at the very spot where the man was killed. I was convicted without one piece of physical evidence. Nothing! Just the word of the scumbag that probably done the crime.
I made bond on two separate occasions and yet showed up to court on my own. If I was a murderer and monster as the tyrants in the prosecutor's office tried to portray me, WHY WOULD I SHOW UP TO COURT? If I was truly a murderer and a wild kid, why wouldn't I run? The one I love the most told me that if I didn't commit the crime that I had to trust in God and the "system," so I showed up to court. That was 30 YEARS AGO!
A couple months before this case was put on me by the state, I saved a mentally handicapped kid's life. Did my lawyer bring that up in court? No! Why help me, right? In a capital case there is no sentencing phase, so it is life or death if convicted. The courts never want to hear about the circumstances that produce generations of lost children, they only want to keep the prison industry flowing. Nothing more, nothing less. The despicable part is that most of the judges, cops, prosecutors, and politicians have the temerity to call themselves "Christians." They are the farthest thing from a Christian.
My "father" committed suicide and was never in my life. My mother raised me and my two brothers. Almost everybody in prison is from a single-parent home, yet these "Christian" politicians do nothing to restore the family. They just build more prisons. They can't be that stupid, so it has to be intentional....I never knew my "father," so I only know my mother's side.
I came to prison with a heart full of hate. Prison is a racially charged environment, and I ended up joining a gang. I walked away in 2017 and went through what is called GRAD (Gang Renunciation and Disassociation). I retired as the Vice President of one of the biggest prison gangs in America. I went 20 years between hugging my mom behind a gang. I sacrificed my real family for a prison family, and that is one of the hardest lessons I've learned in here. I done 18 years in administrative segregation, and 10 of those years (a DECADE straight) was in a high security with no outside windows or outside windows in my cells. Ten years! I taught myself to read and write in prison. I was a kid and never paid attention in school, so I had to teach myself. I've been studying since 1998.
I would read books, copy the words I didn't know, then write out the definitions on paper like a school kid. When I reached the end of a book, I would use the bibliography and read the author's sources. I wrote page after page of notes to remember books. I have found that the knowledge is really making a difference when you have the ability to speak what you read. For the first 18 years I studied nothing but Freemasonry, the occult, evolution, and any philosophy to attack Christians (behind my case and being in prison), then, after seeing my brother for the first time in 14 years, the light for Christ came on. I retired from the gang world, dedicated my life to Jesus Christ, and haven't looked back. I don't write my books from the perspective of some armchair philosopher or pulpit pounder in the church that is more worried about his golf club membership than the truth of the Bible. I have lived in an environment where Blacks and Browns really hate White people, so the race baiters and liberal nonsense does not mean anything to me. My great and great, great grandmothers came from Jerusalem (their family name was Zuck). They were persecuted for being Christians (Catholics). My great grandmother married my great grandfather, Augustus Nielsen, who was Swedish Royalty and a high ranking Freemason, and came to America, so I couldn't care less about the Zionists and Communists whining about being "victims." My grandmother was born in a Catholic family and married my grandpa, a poor half Irish/half Cherokee kid (a Protestant), so her family excommunicated her from the church. My grandpa's dad came from Ireland to America. He was so poor that my grandpa couldn't go to school---he went to work picking cotton as a kid. So all the talking points, victims, and liberal propaganda mean nothing to me. I am a White man, but I can respect anybody if they want to better America. I will never bow to the mob's political correctness and lies though---I have studied history for going on 30 years! I know! I just write the brutal truth, and I am not going to write anything that will not lift up Christianity and the West.
I have dealt with all the gangs, violence, and chaos that come with it, so these White liberals have no clue what America will look like if they do not wake up and correct course. I am sure some people will get mad because they expect to be pampered, but who is going to pamper the 2,500 unborn babies murdered every day in abortion clinics in America? If the mainline churches and the frauds with all the fancy degrees are teaching and preaching real history and real Christianity, then WHY have Christians lost every single battle in the culture war? Why? Is Jesus Christ not enough? Christ is all we need, so it is the messengers that are getting it wrong.
Marcus Aurelius said, "Do not act as if you had ten thousand years to throw away. Death stands at your elbow. Be good for something while you live, and it is in your power." A lot of people are impacted by tragedy, most in prison are born of tragedy, but the tragedy consumes your life when you don't have a higher purpose. I may die in this prison for an outrageous "law" and another kid's crime, but I want to try and speak my piece and maybe help a few people. Goethe said, "As long as you live, be living." My whole life has been a struggle. I mean, I've spent 30 years locked up without one drop of blood, not a single weapon, or any physical evidence against me. The man's property was found in the home of the piece of trash THAT THE STATE GAVE THE DEAL TO, but three kids are charged with Capital Murder. My indictment had paragraphs (enhancements) the first time I've been in trouble. Why? Because each paragraph was a guess at a murder weapon. The state didn't know. My case it ridiculous. If I wrote about hating Christ, America, and White people, the liberal lawyers and actresses would help me. But I REFUSE to compromise on Christ, America, or the TRUTH.
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